(改编自布莱克克劳奇的同名小说)
人生副本 第一季第二集
本WEB版外挂字幕由 风吹来的那片云 双语合并
(乡村酒吧)
兄弟 我们要打烊了 抱歉 We just did last call, man. Sorry.
嗨 Hey.
你认识我 对吧 You know me, right?
好像不认识 I don't think so.
别这样 马特 Come on, Matt.
你怎么会认识我 How do you know me?
因为我经常来这里 'Cause I come in here all the time.
噢 我从没招待过你 Oh, well, I've never served you.
我是杰森呀 It's Jason.
好的 Okay.
兄弟 今晚这里有个派对 There was a party tonight, man.
你当时给我们端了瓶麦卡伦皓钻 You served us a bottle of the Macallan Rare.
你是说这一瓶 You mean this bottle?
没错 Yeah.
这一瓶我这周一滴都没卖出去 I haven't sold a drop of that all week.
你刚...你让我朋友用了后门 You just-- You opened up the back for my friend.
我这辈子从没见过你 I've never seen you before in my life.
马特 该死的兄弟 你吓到我了 好吗 Matt. Fuck, man, you're freaking me out, okay?
这一点都不好笑 告诉我你认识我 It's not funny. Just tell me you know who I am.
好吧 这就是我要告诉你的 Okay. Here's what I'm gonna tell you.
去找人帮帮你 然后滚出我的酒吧 Go get some fucking help and get the fuck out of my bar.
迈克 Mike!
有问题吗 Is that gonna be a problem?
没有 No.
- 德斯什先生 - 是的 - Mr. Dessen? - Yes?
我是伦道夫医生 你今晚 到急诊室来是为了什么事 I'm Dr. Randolph. What brings you into the ER tonight?
我觉得我的脑子有点问题 Well, I think that there is something wrong with my mind.
这是什么 What is that?
劳拉西泮 帮你入睡 Lorazepam, to help you sleep.
杀了我吧 You're killing me.
好了 杰森... All right, Jason...
咖啡放哪了 where do we keep our fucking coffee?
抱歉把你吵醒了 Sorry to wake you.
知道自己在什么地方吗 Do you know where you are?
在上帝的约翰医院 At the John of God Hospital.
非常好 Very good.
我拿到了你的断层扫描报告 没有脑损伤 I have the results from your CT scan, and there's no brain damage.
没肿瘤 No tumors.
有些轻微瘀伤 但没大碍 Some shallow bruising but nothing too serious.
我们也做了毒理检验 We also ran a tox screen.
发现了某样我从未见过的东西 We found something I've never seen before.
一种精神活性化合物 A psychoactive compound.
你让我们去找你的家人 You asked us to find your family.
是的 Yeah.
全芝加哥并没有叫丹妮拉德斯什的人 There isn't anyone named Daniela Dessen in all of Chicago,
圣彼得高中也没有叫查理德斯什的学生 and no Charlie Dessen enrolled at St. Peter High School.
- 不 - 我想谈谈 - No. - I'd like to talk about
你昨晚跟伦道夫医生说的话 what you told Dr. Randolph last night.
你说... You said...
“那不是我的房子 家具已经被更换了 "It wasn't my house. The furniture had been changed.
厨房被彻底重新装修了” The kitchen was totally remodeled."
杰森 你真这么认为 Do you really believe that, Jason?
“杰森阿什利德斯什 生于爱荷华州丹尼森 "Jason Ashley Dessen, born in Denison, Iowa.
拥有芝加哥大学学士学位 Bachelor's degree from the University of Chicago.
以及同一所大学的博士学位” 这些资料都正确 PhD from the same university." So far so good?
正确 Yeah.
“是哈佛大学和 普林斯顿大学的博士后研究员 "Postdoctoral fellowships at Harvard and Princeton.
2010年获颁帕维亚奖” Awarded the Pavia Prize in 2010."
根据这篇报道 你已一年多没公开露面了 And according to this article, you haven't been seen publicly in over a year.
(寻找失踪的获奖物理学家)
(杰森德斯什博士)
(丹妮拉德斯什:个人资料)
(地址 电话号码 电子邮件地址)
(丹妮拉瓦格斯)
(丹妮拉瓦格斯:赖特伍德459)
你是否曾住院接受过精神治疗 Have you ever been hospitalized for psychiatric care?
有些医院专门... There are places specifically tailored
(即将举行的展览 地址:赖特伍德街459号)
治疗那些在真实和虚幻之间 to help people who are experiencing a little bit of a disconnect
感到混淆的人 between what's real and what isn't.
我想先给你做个全面评估 I'd like to start by having a full evaluation done.
你能接受吗 Is that something you'd be open to?
当然 Absolutely.
谢谢你 医生 Thank you, Doctor.
他可能正在外面泄露我们所有的秘密 He could be out there, spilling all our secrets.
我们应该报警 We should go to the police.
我们已经损失了四个人 你还想让极速受到更多关注吗 We've lost four people, and you want to bring more attention to Velocity?
她说得对 She's right.
如果你像杰森一样 是个科学家的话 你会去哪里 If you were a man of science like Jason, where would you go?
医院 Hospital.
霍利斯医生... Dr. Hollis...
- 打扰一下 你好 - 你好 - Excuse me, hi. - Hi.
今天是我第一天上班 It's my first day here,
不知可否借我一支笔 and I was wondering if I could borrow a pen.
当然可以 给 Yeah, sure. Here you go.
我一会儿就还你 I'll bring it right back.
嗨 杰森 Hey, Jason.
嗨 Hi.
(讲堂1)
热力学第一定律 The first law of thermodynamics.
抱歉 继续吧 Sorry. Keep going.
有人想尝试回答吗 So does anyone wanna take a shot?
- 不是吧 没人 - 是什么问题 - Really? No one? - What was the question?
关于热力学定律 Laws of thermodynamics.
热力学的首个定律 The first law of thermodynamics
是能量守恒定律 is the law of conservation of energy.
它表明我们无法创造或销毁能量 It states that energy cannot be created or destroyed.
那我说的能量指的是什么 Now, what do I mean when I say energy?
能量可以被描述为做事的能力 Energy can be described as the ability to do work
“事”包含... where work--
(热力学定律)
接下来的课就交给我 I'll take over from here.
谢谢你替我代班 抱歉 我迟到了 Thank you for covering for me. Sorry I was late.
你们是觉得这些内容有点无聊 You find all this a little boring...
还是说你们早就会了 or do you already know all of this stuff?
没关系 我是觉得有点无聊 It's okay. I find it a little bit boring.
的确 It is.
这取决于你们 That's up to you.
你们知道什么才是真正的无聊吗 You know what true boredom looks like?
就是你们五年后的生活 当你们意识到自己这时候没专心听课 Your life in five years' time when you realize you haven't paid attention.
你们到时会发现自己在为别人打工 而很可能会有一位中层管理人员 And you'll find yourself working for other people, likely a middle management person
把自己的不痛快和绝望发泄在你们身上 who takes out their frustrations and their despair on you
而你正试图为一些 根本不在乎你是否存在的跨国公司 while you're trying to sell products and services that you don't care about
销售你毫无兴趣的产品和服务时 for some multinational corporation who doesn't actually give a flying fuck...
请原谅我的措辞 excuse my language-- if you exist.
但我在乎 But I care,
因为在这短暂的一刻...你叫什么名字 'cause for this fleeting moment-- What's your name?
莱利 对 莱利 在这短暂的一刻 Riley. Riley? That's right, Riley. For this fleeting moment,
莱利以及其他还在用手机的人... 请把手机收起来 Riley and everybody else who's still on your phones-- put them away--
你们有机会坐在教室里 思考我们存在的奥秘 you get to sit in a classroom and ponder the mysteries of our existence.
这是件非常棒的事 And that is great.
好了 Now...
我不指望你们能完全理解 所有课上所讲的内容 I'm not expecting you to understand everything.
我没那么无情 I'm not a cruel man.
但我希望你们能尊重这个机会 But I do expect you to respect the opportunity.
专心听课 Pay attention.
仅此而已 That's all.
像是当我给你们讲课时 Like when I tell you things.
例如 在1850年 For example, that in 1850,
有个叫鲁道夫克劳修斯的聪明人 a brilliant man by the name of Rudolf Clausius--
(克劳修斯)
如果听到什么消息 能马上打给我吗 Can you call me immediately if you hear anything?
是的 我们很担心他 Yeah, we're very worried about him.
十分感激 I appreciate it.
(莱顿万斯来电)
有消息吗 Any news?
没有 道恩联系了 上帝的约翰医院的员工 No. Dawn spoke to someone at John of God.
杰森昨晚在那里 Jason was there last night.
道恩赶了过去 但杰森已经走了 Dawn rushed over, but Jason had already left.
关于他的状况 她是否有任何消息 Did she hear anything about his condition?
没有 但至少知道他还没离开这城市 No. But at least we know he hasn't left the city.
- 你那边有什么进展吗 - 我失败了 - Any luck on your end? - I'm striking out.
瑞安那边呢 What about Ryan?
我留了话 I left word.
好吧 听着 继续努力 一有消息就给我打电话 Okay. Listen, keep trying. Call me the moment you hear something.
我会的 I will.
- 能让我看看你的请柬吗 - 我认识这位画家 她是... - May I have your invitation? - I know the artist. She's--
明天才开放给公众 很遗憾 今晚只限受邀人士 The public opening is tomorrow. Unfortunately, tonight is invite only.
是的 但丹妮拉 Yeah, but Daniela,
- 她说我能来 - 好 你叫什么 - she said I could come. - Okay. Your name?
杰森德斯什 Dessen, Jason.
德斯什博士 Dr. Dessen?
是的 Yeah.
稍等一会儿 Just one second.
信封里有三张卡片 Inside the envelope are three cards.
选一张呈给里面的女士 Choose one and present it to the woman inside.
抱歉之前没认出你 I'm sorry I didn't recognize you.
你好 欢迎光临 选好卡片了吗 Hi. Welcome. Have you selected your card?
你知道丹妮拉在哪儿吗 Do you know where Daniela is?
那位画家 The artist.
抱歉 我只知道她在那边的某个地方 I just know that she's somewhere back there. Sorry.
你的是2号门 Your door is going to be number two.
请把剩下的卡片封在信封里 Please seal the remaining cards in the envelope
保存到展览结束 and keep them with you till the end of the exhibition.
- 好的 - 好好欣赏 - Yeah. - Enjoy.
(脚步声在记忆中回响)
(顺着我们没走过的通道)
(朝着我们从未打开的 门走去 T.S.艾略特)
是你 It's you.
我听说你来了 I heard you checked in.
查理在哪儿 Where's Charlie?
查理是谁 Charlie who?
亲爱的 你做到了 Darling, you've done it.
听着 《纽约时报》来了 Listen, The Times is here.
好的 很好 抱歉 阿莱西 这位是杰森德斯什 Okay. Good. Sorry. Alesia, this is Jason Dessen.
杰森 她是我的经理人阿莱西切尼 Jason, this is Alesia Cheney, my agent.
他就是那位激发这画展灵感的杰森 The Jason that inspired the show?
没错 Yeah.
作为你的朋友 我感到无比自豪 I am so proud to be your friend.
嗨 画展太棒了 Hi. This looks fantastic.
谢谢 看看谁来了 Thank you. Look who's here.
瑞安 Ryan?
是的 好的 就来 Yes. Okay. Going.
抱歉 两位 Sorry, guys.
我得去招待宾客了 但画展结束后 我会在家里... I have to go be a good host, but I'm having a much smaller thing
- 办个小聚会 你会来吗 - 会的 - at my place after. Will you come? - Yeah.
- 杰森 你呢 - 会的 一定会到 - Jason? - Yeah. I wouldn't miss it.
该死的 你这些日子去哪了 Well, shit, where the fuck have you been?
听说你发疯了 他们把你关在小房里 I heard you cracked up, and they stuck you in a cell.
不过我也听说你搬去哥斯达黎加当农民了 Although I also heard you moved to Costa Rica and became a farmer.
还听说你死了 And I heard you were dead.
我当然没死 所以... Well, I'm certainly not dead, so...
嘿 我去年为你制作的 那些化合物效果如何 Hey, how did those compounds I made for you last year work out?
化合物 什么化合物 Compounds? What compounds?
好的 别这样 我知道... All right. Please, I know--
杰 我理解你有一堆的保密协议得遵守 I understand that you're buried under a mountain of NDAs, Jay,
我也不想当混蛋 and I don't wanna be a dick,
但我在暗中帮你和极速做了很多事 but I did a lot of work for you and Velocity in the dark.
- 还有... - 极速 - And-- - Velocity?
你刚说... You said--
极速 这么说你知道这地方 You said Velocity, so you know that place.
你在搞什么 What are you doing?
什么意思 你装什么糊涂 What is this? What is this shit?
- 你在干什么 - 就...我再找你算账 - What are you doing? - Just-- We're not done here.
嗨 抱歉 Hi. Sorry.
大家好 能不能占用大家一点时间 Hi, everyone. If I could just have a moment.
我只想说几件事 I just wanna say a couple things.
有时候 我们会问自己一些重大的问题 Sometimes, we ask ourselves the big questions:
“我是谁 我能成为谁 "Who am I? Who could I be?
如果公牛队在1990年的 分区决赛中击败了活塞队 Who might I have been if the Bulls had defeated the Pistons
我有可能成为谁 ” in the 1990 conference final?"
只是问问 Just asking.
我们都知道 我们所做的 选择决定了我们的人生 We all know our lives are marked by the choices that we make.
虽然我从不喜欢后悔 And while I've never been a fan of regret,
但我得承认 对于未选择的道路 确实抱有一些好奇心 I will admit to a certain curiosity about the path not taken.
今晚 你们每个人都做了选择 Tonight, each of you made a choice
这将决定你们所体验到我的画展的版本 that determined which version of my show you experienced.
你们手里应该还留着那些没选的卡片 You should still have the cards that you didn't choose.
它们其实也是门票 你可以用它们 They're also tickets and you can use them to return
在下个月的任何时候回来 选择“走另一条道路” at any point during the next month and take a different path.
或许看看是否真的是“这山望着那山高” Maybe find out if the grass really is greener.
谢谢我出色的团队 是你们成就了这一切 谢谢 Thank you to my amazing team. You made this possible. Thank you.
也感谢各位今晚的到来 这对我来说意义重大 And thanks to all of you for coming tonight. It means the world.
- 干杯 - 干杯 - Salud. - Salud.
还会在哪里展出 And where else is the exhibition showing?
先在纽约 接着是波士顿 Well, New York and then Boston,
然后下个月在洛杉矶开展 and it'll open in Los Angeles next month.
所以我应该会飞过去看 So probably fly out to go see it.
或许我会跟你一块儿去 Well, maybe I'll come with you.
我们可以来个周末游 You know, we can make a weekend of it.
真的吗 Seriously?
有何不可 Why not?
很开心你这么做 Well, I would love that.
他今天打给我了 He called me today.
瑞安打给你 Ryan did?
是的 他想知道我们 是否谈论过他提出的工作邀约 Yeah. He wanted to know if we talked about the job offer.
食物送到了 Food's here.
我能晚点再吃吗 我的一些朋友们要去滑板公园 Can I eat later? Some of my friends are going to the skate park.
有谁去 Who's gonna be there?
布鲁克 德鲁 亚当和米歇尔 Brooke, Drew, Adam and Michelle.
好的 Okay.
可你确定不想先吃点东西 Sure you don't want to eat something first, though?
- 确定 我不饿 - 好吧 10点前回来 - Yeah, I'm good. - Okay, back by 10:00.
好的 谢谢 Yeah. Thanks.
- 嘿 小子 - 什么事 - Hey, kiddo. - Yeah?
也许你今晚该告诉布鲁克 Maybe tonight's the night you tell Brooke.
- 告诉她什么 - 他喜欢她呀 - Tell her what? - That he likes her.
绝对反对 Strong disagree.
人际关系就是一种谈判 Well, relationships are a negotiation,
谁先开口 谁就输了 and whoever speaks first kind of loses.
亲爱的 这是种愤世嫉俗的爱情观 That's a cynical view of love, my love.
没说是爱情啊 Who's talking about love?
只要让她知道你对她有兴趣... 但要小心 别过多表露你的情感 Just show her that you're interested, and-- but play it close to the vest.
就是要假装不在乎 So, like, be aloof?
是的 Aloof.
没错 适当地表现出不在乎 Yeah. The right level of aloof.
但保持冷静 But cool.
玩得开心 做自己 Have fun. Be yourself.
- 好的 - 玩得开心点 - Yeah. - Have fun.
- 好 谢了 - 是的 - Yeah, thanks. - Yeah.
你刚说些什么呀 What was that?
什么什么 What?
让我看看什么叫“不在乎” 怎么个不在乎 Show me aloof. What does aloof look like?
就像... Like...
不 No.
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hey. - Hey.
要来一口吗 You want?
那么... So...
现在就剩我们三个了 now it's just the three of us.
说吧 Spill it.
你跑哪儿去了 Where you been?
假设 Hypothetical.
假设 Hypothetical?
天啊 Oh, boy.
一位科学家 物理学讲师... A man of science, physics professor...
- 好的 - 他娶了 - Okay. - ...he is married
他的梦中情人并生了一个儿子 to the woman of his dreams, and they have a son.
他们都过得很好 And they all have a good life.
直到有天晚上 这个人去了一家酒吧 Until one night, this man, he goes to a bar.
他去见一位老朋友 大学同学 因为朋友赢得了一个重大奖项 He's seeing an old friend, college buddy, who's won a prestigious award.
但在他回家的路上发生了一些事 But on the walk home, something happens.
他没能回家 He doesn't make it home.
当他完全恢复意识时 When he regains his full presence of mind,
一切都变了 everything has changed.
他得了脑瘤 脑创伤 Brain tumor, head trauma?
断层扫描显示并没有 CT scan says no.
也许像是某种多层次的深度伪造恶作剧 Maybe it's like some kind of multitiered deepfake punking.
在五个小时内 他房子的 整个内部装修全改了 Within five hours, the entire inside of his house is renovated.
我指的不是换了墙上的画 And I'm not just saying different pictures on the walls.
我说的是新家具 新电器 I'm saying new furniture, new appliances,
电灯开关更换了位置 墙壁的颜色也不同了 light switches have moved, walls are different colors.
不可能有如此繁琐的恶作剧 No prank could possibly be this complex.
而且 恶作剧的意义何在 And, I mean, what would be the point?
这人磕了多少迷幻药 How much LSD is this man on?
这似乎是个决定性因素 That seems like a determining factor.
好吧 那我不知道 听起来他好像疯了 Okay. Then I don't know. It sounds like he's crazy.
我并没疯 I'm not crazy.
你的经理人今晚说你的展出灵感源自于我 Tonight, your agent said that I had inspired your installation.
- 是的 - 为何这么说 - Yeah. - How so?
我们有段时间没见面了 We hadn't seen each other for a while,
然后有天晚上你突然出现在这里 and you showed up here one night out of the blue.
说你一直都在思念我 你真的不记得这事了 Said you'd been thinking about me. You really don't remember this?
你跟我说 You told me
我们的存在都取决于选择 that our existence is all about choices.
你说我们所做出的 不同选择创造了不同的世界 You said our choices create worlds.
因此 从理论上讲 And so, theoretically,
我们同时居住在无数个世界里 we simultaneously inhabited an infinite number of them.
你告诉我 在这个世界上 You told me that, in this world,
你做过的最糟糕的选择就是关于我的选择 the worst choice you'd made was the one you made with me.
我当时说 I said
很多年前 我们曾有过美好时刻 we'd had our moment all those years ago
以及我爱过你 and that I loved you.
我会永远爱你 I'll always love you.
但我们现在就只是朋友 But now we're friends.
你我各自处于不同的世界里 I'm in a different place, and you are too.
我们当时谈了很久 We talked for a long time.
你就开始谈论你的研究 You started talking about your research,
你提到了一个保密的项目 and you mentioned a project that was under wraps,
由于你说了些让我印象深刻的话 所以我记得很清楚 and you said something that struck me, so I remember it very clearly.
你说你可能再也见不到我了 You said you'd probably never see me again.
我刚才见到你的时候 When I saw you earlier,
你问我的第一个问题 就是“查理在哪儿 ” the first thing you asked me was, "Where's Charlie?"
查理是谁 Who's Charlie?
我们的儿子 Our son.
什么 你说什么 What?
我所知道的版本是 This is what I know.
我和你住在褐沙石房屋 You and I live in a brownstone
在洛根广场 in Logan Square.
我们有个15岁的儿子 他叫查理 We have a 15-year-old son named Charlie.
好了 兄弟 这一点都不好笑 你怎么会这么说 All right, man. That's not funny. Why would you even bring that up?
瑞安 Ryan?
你是一位著名的神经学家 You're a famous neuroscientist.
- 我 - 你赢得了帕维亚奖 - I am? - You won the Pavia.
你在世界各地演讲 You lecture all over the world.
这也太扯了 This is supremely fucked up.
世界各地 All over.
杰 我觉得 You know, Jay, what I think is that
你该去吃屎 you should eat a bag of dicks.
而且请让我先帮你用微波炉加热一下 And please let me microwave them for you first,
放进你这张嘴时 才会又热又好吃 so they're nice and fucking hot for your mouth.
去死吧你 说真的 兄弟 Fuck you. Honestly, man.
瑞安 听我说 兄弟 Ryan. Listen, man.
- 瑞安 我没在戏弄你 - 什么 - Ryan! I'm not fucking with you. - What?
我发誓自己并没发疯 I have not lost my mind. I swear.
明白 I hear you.
我得去处理些事 There's some stuff I gotta deal with.
- 好的 - 你想让他离开吗 - Yeah. - Do you want him to leave?
- 不需要 - 真的 好吧 行 - I'm good. - Yeah? Okay. All right.
你明天会回来把碗洗了 对吧 You're coming back tomorrow to finish those dishes, right?
- 嘿...非常棒的展出 - 我没事 是的 - Hey-- It was a great show. - I'm good. Yeah.
- 谢谢 - 好 谢谢 - Thank you. - Yeah. Thank you.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
你为何用我的牙刷 Why are you using my toothbrush?
- 嗨 - 嗨 - Hey. - Hey.
你其实真的不需要这么帮我 You really didn't need to go to any trouble.
- 我本可以住酒店的 - 不行 - I could've stayed at a hotel. - No.
不 你得和我待在一起 别说了 No, you're staying here with me. End of story.
你的衣服在洗 所以你可以穿这些 Your clothes are in the wash. So I put those there if you want.
谢谢 Thank you.
这些衣服是谁的 Whose are these?
我前任的 My last boyfriend's.
我真不知道自己为何还留着它们 但... I really don't know why I still keep them, but--
- 因为它们太好看了 - 因为我... - Because they're so fancy. - Because I do--
是的 很好看 Oh, yeah. They're fancy.
你去医院的时候 When you went to the hospital,
他们认为你有什么问题 what'd they think was wrong with you?
他们不知道 They don't know.
他们说我体内有一些 奇怪的药物 但我并没服用 They said I had some strange drugs in my system, which I didn't take.
他们想让我住院接受心理治疗 They wanted to have me committed.
好的 你确定这不是 当下最好的解决方案 Okay. You sure that's not what's best at this point?
我不需要心理治疗 我需要的是答案 I don't need psychiatric help. Just need answers.
好 Yeah.
我知道你认为我疯了 I know you think that I have lost my mind.
睡一会儿吧 Get some sleep.
嗨 Hey.
抱歉 我无意吓你 Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.
你要出门 Are you leaving?
是的 今天有训练 Yeah. Training day.
是的 Of course.
能帮我把鸡肉从冰箱里 拿出来 放到水槽里吗 Will you take the chicken out of the freezer and put it in the sink for me?
因为它需要解冻 'Cause it has to defrost.
- 好的 - 好 谢谢 回见 - Yeah. - Okay. Thanks. See you.
开心训练 Have fun.
谢了 Thanks.
好哥们 有什么事 Sweet buddy. What's up?
- 嗨 瑞安 - 嗨 - Hey, Ryan. - Hey.
丹妮拉说你打给她了 你现在直接给我妻子打电话了 Daniela said that you called. You call my wife now?
是的 我...只是以为 她会对此事感到超级兴奋 Yeah, I-- Well, I just thought she would be super excited.
- 好了 瑞安 听好了 - 什么 - All right. Listen, Ryan. - What?
我现在就把话说清楚 好吗 Just let me be really clear, okay?
我喜欢自己在芝加哥的生活 我不会走的 I like my life in Chicago, and I'm not leaving.
所以我不会接受那份工作 So that's a no to the job.
好吗 Okay?
- 这...不好 好的 - 所以... - That's a n-- Okay. - So--
该死 兄弟 我为自己越界而道歉 Well, shit, man. I'm sorry I overstepped.
是的 你确实越界了 Yeah, well, you kind of fucking did.
该死 兄弟 好的 Shit, man. Okay.
- 好 - 好的 明白了 兄弟 - Okay. - Okay, I hear you, man.
好的 Okay.
喂 找谁 Hello?
嗨 Hi.
我的天 杰森 你没事吧 Oh, my God. Jason. Are you okay?
我不晓得 I don't know.
你在哪里 Where are you?
我就要走进一家精神病院了 I'm about to walk into a mental health hospital.
希望你能让我帮帮你 I wish you'd let me help you.
我想我得找个不认识我的人谈谈 I think I need to see someone that doesn't know me.
哪间医院 Which hospital?
我不确定这样做是否妥当 I'm not sure this is a good idea.
严格来说 这是我的房子 Well, technically, it is my house.
不 No.
在“我们的家” In our house,
有这张瀑布的照片 we have that photograph of the waterfall.
照片里只有你 我和查理 Only you and me and Charlie are in it.
我从没去过那里 I've never been there.
我们五年前去过那里 We went there five years ago.
那是一生中难得的一趟旅行 It was the trip of a lifetime.
杰森 她听起来很担心 Jason, she sounded worried...
在跟你通话时 on the phone.
我觉得应该让她帮你 I think we should let her help.
这是我儿子的房间 This here is my son's room.
至少它应该是 At least it should be.
我们的儿子 Our son...
喜欢动漫 who's into anime.
玩滑板 Skateboarding.
他喜欢上一个女孩 他...拜托 He likes a girl. He's-- You know. Come on.
他画你所喜欢的漂亮风景画 He draws those crazy landscapes you love.
15岁的他已经在考虑报读美术学院了 Fifteen, he's already looking at art schools,
你十分以他为豪 因为他和你一样有绘画天赋 and you're really proud of him because he's got your eye for it.
听着 Look...
当我告诉你我怀孕时 when I told you that I was pregnant,
你当时说你需要时间考虑 you said you needed time to think about it.
这我记得 That I remember.
然后 你在隔天来到我的住所 And then, the next day, you came to my apartment,
说你正忙于你的研究工作 and you said that you were busy with your research.
你当时说自己在接下来的一年里 都会在无菌室里度过 You said that the next year of your life would be spent in a clean room
还说我应该找个更好的人 and that I deserved better.
你也说我们的孩子应该有个更好的爸爸 You said our child deserved better.
- 不 - 我选择不自己扛下这事 - No. - I chose not to do it on my own.
我们就分手了 事情就是这样 We went our separate ways, and that's what happened.
事情不是这样的 而应该是 我当时想了想 That's not what happened. What happened was, I thought about it,
就对你说 在我生命结束的那一刻 and I said to you, at the end of my life,
我更希望拥有关于你的回忆 而不是冰冷无菌实验室的回忆 that I would rather have memories of you than of a cold, sterile lab.
不 你说了你还没准备好 No. You said you weren't ready.
我从没这么说过 I never said that.
你在戏弄我吗 Are you fucking with me?
还是说我正和一个疯子 在黑暗的房子里四处走动 Or am I walking around a dark house with someone who's lost his mind?
不 我说的是实话 No, I'm telling you the truth.
我们应该离开这里 We should get out of here.
我向你道歉 I'm sorry...
为你所说的 发生在我们身上的事 for what you say happened to us.
那已经是很久以前的事了 That was a lifetime ago.
也为了这一切道歉 And for all of this. I mean...
我不想吓到你 I don't want to scare you.
我只是不明白 为何发生在 你我身上的事实会有两个不同的版本 I just don't understand how what's true for you isn't true for me.
我无法解释 我... I can't reconcile it, I--
我只知道自己和你 有着一整段值得回忆的婚姻 I know I have an entire marriage worth of memories with you,
而... which...
我知道这听起来完全不可思议 I know sounds completely insane.
我只知道自己不会欺骗你 I just know that I wouldn't lie to you.
我不知道这话具体是什么意思 但... I don't know what it means exactly, but...
我信你 I believe you.
(使命宣言)
(箱体原型支架加隔离架)
(对角线 支柱基础房屋控制电路)
(电缆穿过墙壁)
(窄底减少静电干扰)
我的天啊 Holy fuck.
- 怎么啦 - 他做到了 - What? - He did it.
该死...他做到了 Son of a-- He did it.
他做到什么了 He did what?
我一直尝试做的 What I was trying to do.
不可思议的理论 Crazy theory.
不可思议 Crazy.
如果说 生活在这个世界里的杰森... 就是那个获得帕维亚奖的杰森 What if the Jason that lived in this world-- that won the Pavia Prize,
那个我们今天去的房子的主人 那个所有人都把我当成他的杰森 whose house we were in today, who everyone thinks that I am--
如果说 他创造了 What if he created
一个我的盒子 一个较大版本的 a larger version of my box
不仅能把一个粒子 that could put not just a particle
而是能把一个真正的人叠加在一起呢 but an actual human being in superposition?
这个盒子...它能让一个人 A box that would-- it would allow a person to travel
穿越量子物理的多重现实 across the multiple realities of quantum physics.
而如果说 他用了那盒子 穿越去了我的世界呢 And what if he used that box to travel to my world?
如果说 What if...
绑架我的人 the person that abducted me...
就是我自己呢 is me?
怎么可能会是你自己 How could it be you?
不完全是我 是我的另一版本 Not exactly me. A version of me.
就像...好吧 想象一下 Like-- All right, imagine
我和他多年前是同一个人 he and I are the same person all those years ago,
直到你怀孕的那一刻 right up until the moment that you got pregnant.
然后 我们就分裂到各自独立的宇宙里 Then, we split up into our own separate universes.
我们之所以分裂 是因为我选择了和你在一起 We split because I chose to be with you,
而他选择追求事业 and he chose to pursue work,
进而创造了这盒子 which led to the creation of the box.
如果说 此时此刻 What if, in this moment,
我存在于他的世界里 I'm in his world...
而他存在于我的 and he's in mine?
但那个你为何要这样对自己呢 Why would you do this to yourself, though?
(10月7日 周一 查理16岁生日)
很高兴你能找到我 I'm glad you found your way to me.
我也是 I am too.
这是什么 What's this?
证据 That's proof.
证明什么 Of what?
我并没疯 That I'm not crazy.
看 我手指上的婚戒印记终究会消失 See, eventually, the mark of my wedding ring will disappear,
而我的记忆将是我这一生 and my memories will be the only remnant
唯一的残存 of this life that I had.
所以这是为了提醒我什么是真实的 So that's to remind me of what's real
以及我必须回家的原因 and what I have to get home to.
- 嘿 - 嘿 - Hey. - Hey.
还没睡 Still awake?
是的 Yeah.
要下来吗 Do you wanna come down?
跟我说说关于我们的事 Tell me about us.
我们的事 About us?
好的 Okay.
该从哪说起 Where do I start?
我们是奉子成婚的 We had a shotgun wedding
当时惹毛了很多人 that pissed a lot of people off.
然后我们办了个很棒的派对 Then we had an amazing party,
太棒了 which was great.
不久之后我们就为人父母了 And then we became parents not so long after.
最初的几年很不容易 First few years were complicated.
- 过得很艰难 真的艰难 - 为何 - It got hard. Real hard. - Why?
你知道的 也许你并不知道 You know how it is. Maybe you don't.
但生活总有办法... But life has a way of just...
消磨一个人的意志 grinding you down.
而且 And,
我们的生活重心变了 you know, our priorities changed.
我在实验室工作的时间少了 你也较少画画了 I mean, I spent less time in the lab. You spent less time in the studio.
我最终失去了资金来源 I eventually lost my funding,
而你则放弃了绘画 and you eventually quit painting.
我放弃画画 I quit painting?
是的 Yeah.
那我们岂不是很无聊 So are we, like, boring?
但我并不这么认为 而是... It's not the way I look at it. It's--
好的 你怎么认为 Okay. How do you look at it?
我们一起创造了生活 We made a life together.
我快乐吗 Am I happy?
快乐 Yeah.
我们有过感情低潮期 但 是快乐的... We've had our rough patches, but, yeah. Yeah.
你也是我最好的朋友 And you are also my best friend.
性爱方面呢 How's the sex?
我的天 你竟然害羞了 Oh, my God. Are you actually blushing?
这太奇怪了 This is so weird.
- 很不好 - 不 - Is it bad? - No.
很好 No.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
不 No.
喂 Hello?
你是谁 Who is this?
他们挂了 They hung up.
嘿 听我说 别开枪 Hey. Listen, please don't.
我跟你走 她跟这事毫无关系 I'll go with you. She has nothing to do with it.
放下手机 我说什么来着 Drop the phone. What did I say?
丹妮拉 照她说的做 Daniela, do exactly what she says.
不 丹妮拉 No. Daniela.
丹妮拉...不 Daniela. No. Daniela.
不 No.
丹妮拉 Daniela.
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